Talk about anything here.
Why do I am a similar feeling that I cant help you, Xer07?
I dont know, what to say, it must be the first time I cant offer you any advice. I guess sometimes you cant help people....
@Xer07, morpheas, skidi, Twilight, anyone else who will help-
We must band together, for though those who oppose us, and would make us feel that we are their inferiors, subordinates, and weak, we are strong, we have power over them, and we will break them.
Lo, (<-did I just say that?!?!) for though we walk through the gaze of our enemies, our rivals, our peers, we will be preserved, we will persevere, and we will be triumphant. Those with strength and power must protect those who cannot defend themselves, must pass on their legacy to those who could defend themselves but never knew it, and must always be present. For without them, injustice, anarchy, and destruction will reign throughout our worlds.
We have strength that our enemies have no knowledge of. If we are to strike, then STRIKE WE MUST!! If we are to strike, then WE MUST STRIKE WHEN OUR ENEMY LEAST SUSPECTS!! We must become close to our foes, our rivals, and we must make them trust us. For only then will they be utterly and completely vulnerable, and only then will their downfall be full.
The only enemy I face are my own insecurities and the fact that I'm overall spineless...
I'm willing to help you with whatever it is you're out to do, but
1. Don't expect anything great to come out of me in the "struggle"
2. Can't do anything until after my father leaves.
3. Nice inspirational speech, tho I think it's quoted, for one, and for two, I've already decided that we both should walk our own path in life... apart. Her and Hannah already have a plan for a future togetether: To run away to Sweden as soon as they can, and then... never mind, I won't say what they planned on doing for a living. Me, I'm just going to protect her as long as I can until she's replaced me, then I'll find my father, make my peace with him, and move to Sacremento.
Oh, and if your speech involved me seperating Mishayla from Hannah or Ethan, I can't do that. They make her more happy then I ever could, so why would I do something that would hurt her?
Xer0 \^/
i'm not sure why you are telling us all this we can't really help you that much only our words can, on that note killing floor is the best zombie shooter last thing i get through steam though.
@Xer07- all original man. EDIT: also, Vitalla Nu (sp?) is way hotter than C2. Just sayin'.
@Killz- who cares about Killing Floor? It's on Steam, and Steam=evil.
I share this because
Xer0: I'm done. Seriously. You're too self-sacrificing to help here. Expect no more advice from me. (Not that you were asking, admittedly, but no more all the same.)
*Quits*
Morph- All I need to do is replace my fan, and reinstall the drivers for my laptop's wireless card and whatnot. It didn't work the first tiem I tried, something about the patch I downloaded to my jumpdrive apparently not existing or some nonsense. Don't matter, I needed to wipe it anyway. I KNOW there was a virus in it.
What I did was put in a spare hard drive my friend kept from his old laptop.
Anyone ever notice how assholish people who play SINS online can be? I started with a dead Roid, a volcanic, and an ice 1 jump away, and behind each of those was a neutral, yet somehow, when my opponent attacked me with 2 Skirantra and around 20 Assailants, it was entirely my fault that I was eliminated.
I officially quit Online play. Unless of course one of you who post here wish to play me.
-Twilight Storm
steam isn't that evil its just bad the games on it can be good but its drm like thing is so bad, like i said last thing i buy through it. Online play is great but i like to play empire games by myself or with friends i will play other games online such as WiC till i get bored of it, could always replace it with a desktop computer they cheaper and more powerful unless you like being moblie.
I can't afford a new comp, and yes, I prefer Mobility.
The Mac laptops would be good depending on what you do but they might be a little costly but they shouldn't die easy always bootcamp if you want to play games.
Hmm. I re-read what I wrote up there (Post #681) Please don't take it personally...I am a little peeved at the people I was playing with and let it slip in here.
THough I now realize why I can't do Online play very effectively. It's the game speed. I have spent 2 years playing on normal speeds, and all of a sudden everything is like 10x faster or something. I'm used to having to wait for my resources to catch up with me.
Anyway, I'm sorry.
should see some of the crazy koreans that play starcraft a bit insane, not all games have the option of changing the speed you need to stick to one if it changes it can take a while to get use to it, like going from a slow mouse to a fast one with 5700 dpi.
Anyone mind if I were to have a nuclear fusion inhibitor launched into the sun?
Yes, but only if you were able to do so.
It was probably a subconscious quote, I've seen it before in a textbook.
So . . . you just give up? After years of planning, emotional and relationship development, yo just GIVE UP? Why, because two people coupled with her seem to make her happy? Ethan's a panzie and Hannah is a crutch & guard; she holds onto them so noone else can hert her, and you misconstrue this as her happiness. Maybe if you had a plan, if you did better in school, you would be an option too. But you are blinded to all of this because you have low self esteem. But we all know this speech won't change the same, because it is too mild. Let's change that. I warned you before about bringing your problems here, but it's too late now. Now, all you have left to do is
GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR ASS AND TELL HER WHAT YOU REALLY THINK, MAKE YOUR MOVE NOW BEFORE THE SWEDES DO!
In about 2094 sure go ahead.
I think its too late, the swedes already have(ie ethan)
Quite frankly we are all moving on to other problems.
you all just cant quit on him...can you
I am not sure where all this warmongery comes from, but I will say that it is inspiring and motivational indeed
Thats good to hear about your plans with your father, "sounds like a plan", he he
Xer07 I am going to be completely honest here, and tell you what I think, because I already did in the past, but my opinion has changed about some things you said.
It seems to me, that you really DO want to move on, in your life, I mean get over her and get rid of all your demons that are tormenting you. You are going to leave the past behind you, arent you?
Now you are expecting to hear disapproving comments from me, but I am not going to do that.
For many reasons:
1. This decision you have made, defies all the "help" we were trying to offer, despite what we told you, despite all our posts (and mine of course), you stand for what you think is best for you, and that shows strong character, willpower, determination.
2. You are doing VERY noble thing, by trying to keep her safe and happy for as long as you can, this might be controversial, other people might disagree about whether she IS happy or not, but it doesnt matter.
3. Skidi and Twilight are saying that you "give up". That is not true. Life is a series of choices. You make a choice by deciding you want to move on with your life. As long as you have faith in yourself, nothing can beat you, nothing can harm you in any way.
4. I honestly believed that you would get rejected if you told her how you feel. But this is/was not neccessarily bad, because even if you DO get rejected, then you can finally move on.
All in all, I support you decision and...I have to admit that I have come to respect you very much through all these posts you made, showing me that I was wrong sometimes, and....you have something I was never able to do.
A "quality", if you prefer, that I was struggling for a long time to achieve. That is: emotional control. You can control your emotions in way I never could, I admire that. Even if it is wrong, sometimes its good, because people shouldnt always trust their emotions, sometimes you have to think logically, with just your brain, and not your heart.
Oh, got carried away again
Anyway, I maybe wrong again, but thats all I can say about that.
IFear, please STFU
Nobody likes your tone, and these posts are neither helpful, nor welcome. kthxbye
Twilight and Skidi: You two are really determined that you are correct, and that if he does what you are telling him, its all gonna be sweet as candy. You think you are so 100% right. What if you are wrong?
Choice, its all about choice. Its all about making the right choice. There is no giving up. Giving up is a choice, or at least thats what I like to believe.
But what bothers me is that you 2 cant admit that maybe, just maybe, there isnt anything you or Xer07 can do about his crush. You cant tell him what to do, its his own decision after all. You cant even know what is the right choice for him. Only he himslef knows whats right for him.
Now, I know what you will say, that he needs to tell her how he feels. Yes that is correct, he needs to do that because if he doesnt, he will regret it for the rest of his life. No Regrets = Pure Gold. I agree with that, but I believe that Xer07 will do it eventually, its just that it would be too late by then, right?
The thing is, he needs to understand it on his own, you cant make him do it.
1 very important question to Xer07: Why dont you do it? What do you have to lose at this point? She will leave for Sweden as you said in your post.
It seems to me that you also cannot fathom that you may be wrong, Morph. You've lashed out at every single person involved with this on these forums in anattempt to discredit or disuade us. And I never said my way was right, always that it was advice.
Xer0, what you are doing is not noble, it is cowardly. Despite everything you've said about how ou feel, that you would do anything for her, you still cannot see what is right in front of you. Feeling this way, the willingness to sacrifice everything for her, who else feels that way about her? Ethan? IDK, but somehow I doubt she's lucky enough to have 2 people like that in her life. Just my opinion, though, find out.
You're afraid she will reject you. It's as simple as that. There is absolutely no other reason to have stayed silent for so long. You're hiding behind this ACT of nobility to justify staying in this safe zone with her. Tell her, or move on. The only end to the path you're on now is pain.
Morph, again: Knock it off. Give him advice, unless he tells us to stop, but don't tell us not to, or that we are wrong. I may be wrong about this, but I believe I've figured you out, and can sum it up here:
You hide behind logic. You have to jstify or plot out every action, or at least know what it is you're going to do. Tell me, have you ever just acted? Just picked a course without trying to figure out where it will lead first? It's enlightening, trust me.
As to what you said about trusting logic over emotion: No. That is never the proper course, no matter where the path leads. Our emotions are what defines us, and you say they are wrong? I disagree. Logic is what's wrong with this world. Do you know where that logic came from? Somebody's emotions, hundreds of years ago. An act in their lives that made them believe what the proper course of action would have been. And their ability to convince others that ths course is right in the future. Logic is a means for people to back away from their lives and let someone else tell them what to do instead of making their own path.
I have a bit more to this, but it needs re-wording. As it is in my mind it looks like an attack, and that's not what it is meant as.
Skidi: Sigh. I guess I'm not quitting afterall just yet. Not after Morph's post.
IFear: I see what you're saying there, and I agree fully. He needs to just go for it, make a descision. Though it could have been said slightly kinder.
Excuse me but
Read more carefully please.
No, I didnt tell you to stop, I only said that it annoys me that you think you are 100% right. LOL and then you used that same arguement against me When I clearly said I may be wrong.
You say I hide behind logic. That is true.
But "You have to jstify or plot out every action, or at least know what it is you're going to do. Tell me, have you ever just acted? Just picked a course without trying to figure out where it will lead first? It's enlightening, trust me."
I have to justify every action and try to figure everything out. Because I didnt do that in the past. I used to ALWAYS trust my feelings, and I got burned for it. If I told you my story, then you'd say that you wouldnt trust your feelings either, if you were in my shoes.
I was wrong many times in the past. I may very well be now too. From all the people here, I am the worst person that can give someone advice.
"Tell me, have you ever just acted?" Yes many times, until I realised that sometimes you need to think very carefully before you act.
Any other questions or personal attacks to me?
You dont know me at all, so you try to figure me out from some of my posts.
You said you might be wrong about your advice too. Thats all I wanted to hear.
fail double post
Morph: It wasn't a personal attack, it was defending against your attacks here:
And the very nature of that post was designed to make you look right, you tried to discredit each one of us to make your way the only way.
I'm done with this. If Xer0 WANTS help, he can PM me. Or anyone else. It's not worth starting a flame war over.
Well I am sorry you see it that way Storm, but honestly this wasnt my purpose. Its because I felt that you were almost forcing him to something you wanted.
I dont know, it must be my way of expressing my views that makes my posts look like this
Listen guys, he said he doesnt want help and thats his descision. Plus I agree with morph if he trully feels that she would be happier with the other guy why should he push any harder. Honestly to describe this situation i can only say one thing. Sitcom syndrome. I wouldnt be surprised if tomorrow Xer0 jumps out and says this wall part of an elaborate April Fools joke and he quoting a sitcom the whole time.(not trying to belittle your life Xer0, this is just the way i think).
Anyway God's Blessings, Xer0 in what ever you do from here
well i see it like this xer0 tell her now or live the rest of your life wondering if you told her what could have ben
Thank you.
To all: And finally, give this guy (Xer07) a break. We are all swarming this thread with 1 person saying you should do this, the other saying do that and so on.
Agreed
On a side note; next post is karma worthy and what non pc games is anyone playing. I am playing tekken 5 and looking to get borderlands
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